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May 11, 2012

uninvited...

so, ... i'm uninvited then..

but then again, this might finally set me free ...

of all the chains ...

relieved... (?)

Previous blog entries:
Mar 25	-	15 Simple Pleasures That Money Cannot Buy
Mar 20	-	meental >:)
Mar 20	-	so sad...but true ...

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everybody hurts...
i dreamed of kissing your beautiful daughter on her cute cheek and called her 'come here you beautiful' :) yes,she is cute and beautiful indeed... The fact that it reminded me so much of you is some kind of pain in the ... In my whole consciousness ... Whtvr th f is that even suppose to mean:D
this morning i dreamed of losing my bestest friend, the weirdest thing is, i don't even know him in my real life, i forgot what was his name (in my dream), but ... in my dream, i cried so loud as he left me (to die), and a second before, in between my chocked words and the tears that streamed down my cheeks, i said to him.. "if you had a slightest chance to come back, please come back..".. and i've never...ever... felt so sad before in my whole life, for losing someone... and suddenly, i missed my long lost best friends, soo much... wherever you all are, i hope you're okay, and i really wish that you all missed me even just a little bit, and even just in a slightest moment, even just once...
[20120116.201215].suddenly, some songs are just so d**n interesting to listen to
20111026190330:again...how could i lost so much in such a short time.damn you heart, once again you pull one freakin-hell kind of nasty tricks on me >:(
{300920011062200} to whatever happened during 060911, now is might be the best time to try to let go...no, to let go actually ... -_-
[070911003840] you are there, the green icon is shown, but i don't think i'll ever have any guts to say hi anymore
210811230625:not ... another ... sucks ... kind ... of ... night, again >:(
blutut si N97 rusak... dang!
the big shot deal that i threw away

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